be curious

Today is going. 

8am - 10am Lecture

11am Lecture

Skipped 12pm Lecture

1pm Psych

2:15pm Watch Shane Dawson's Conspiracy Theory Movie in bed

3:30pm Study / right now

5:30pm - 7:30pm Tutoring 

Going to the psych was such a good idea. He thinks I'm going through this thing called dereflection, and like explored all these other things that I feel like are going through. But I came out feeling a lot better because I felt like I wasn't the only trapped in my little bubble anymore. 

We talked about a lot. Here are some references for my future self to remember;

a) turtles

b) the distance between true self, and image

c) floating has it's benefits. 

Writing about my psych trip is actually weird. I don't know whether I'll keep it in this because I feel really odd about revealing stuff like that because of the context it was presented in. I think i might just give myself memory joggers instead of giving the whole paragraph LOL. 

Nothing really exciting happened at uni today. To be honest, the only thing that was like kinda surprising by myself, was that Soot came up to me at 6:15, just when the alarm rang, and I told him good morning. Like, I'm happy I wanted a good morning for myself. Thanks Yida. 

Also, on a lighter note, David and I aren't going on our V-day lunch because it would be really complicated for timing, so hopefully we can reschedule. Mainly, it's more about the fact that our 1.5 year relo thingy is coming up, and I need to give him my present for him, which are insoles for his shoes. I still need to get a card too. 

Have lots of studying to do. 

Also, my goal for the next 3 weeks until my next psych trip is to find something curious, or something that could appear to be sunshine. I don't know what that could be, but I'll let you know if I find something.